Having so real Dreams?~movie report

Have you ever had a dream that you confused it with reality
thinking that it wasn't a dream , It was REAL..so REAL..!
It can't be a dream , How could a dream make all your fears and feelings so real , only reality shows the real feeings ..
Every thing arround you remind you that it's a just dream
but It's not ..at least for you ..

Sublime is a movie which have nearly the same concept ..


After I finished watching it , I got reminded that your body is not controling you, It's the hidden so powerful soldier job " Your Brain" , and when your brain gives up,respectively your body will collapse .

This movie is that kind of movie when you watch it for the first time , it'll be stuck in your memories archive and from time to another you will be reminded of a scene when you see the same thing is happening infront of you in reality.


Sublime is a most see movie ..

P.S :Theresn't that much of blood & +18 scenes as the poster says.

Mood:Thanking God <3>

.. Feminism

Just like 3\4 of the earth is full of Water
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3\4 of the human population are females
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سواء دولة عربية \ غربية , تبقى حركة الفيمينيزم( Feminismm movement)وآحده ...
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كما هي حركة المد والجزر في كل البحار والمحيطات وآحده ...
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وإنكار الشيء ليس دليلاً على عدم وجوده ..

دميـــة ..!

لا يمكن لهذا أن يحدث,
كل حلـــم ,
كل أمنيــه,
كل كلـــــم,
كل دميــة,
مزقــــها زماني,
وتركني أنعيـــها.
وأعاقر الآآآمي
كل ضحكة ضحكتها,
كل بسمة حبــ
كل إحساس قلبــ
كل شيء,
يتوارى ,
وآراه,
أمامي
طروباً,
لعوباً,
يترنم,
بترنيمة الموتى,
بين يديه بقايا دميتي,
وقلبٌ ظننتني أعرفه,
اتفقد بعضي من كلي,
أجدني ناقصه
أحاول النهوض,
لأجل كبريائي,
لأجل جراحي,
لأجل قلبي الذي بين يديه
لأريه مدى قدرتي عليه
خانتني قدماي,
وذهبتا إليـــه!!!

How ignorant and sorry I'm

I thought that I can count on it more , as I been counting on it since I knew it. It never come in my head that some day it'll collapse or break down . It's the only one\thing who\which gave~give me strength to do it ..It never ask for less than perfection ,Perfection Only..

Counting on it from day to day , year to year it never complained or even screamed saying : Enough , I'm not a robot I need Rest from you .It just kept going on with me all the way ..


Treating it like this , I was selfish & self seeking person when I kept asking for more always and never stopped .. I even wasn't noticing its existence and I took it for granted I just knew it's there for me giving me strength when I ever need some .And when I discover accidentally that It need some strength I just give it stupid breaks for sleeping or eating . I never even afford the good\right food for it .. And I kept pushing and Asking for more as I always been doing .

One day , I heard it screaming I just carried it and gave a doctor a visit .Yes, it was a surgery But I thought it's Nothing , like really nothing and after a week of some kind of suffering with it I get back to my habit , Pushing on it and asking for more ..

Until that day come, I thought It'll never come .It was just impossible.. But it happened that day and My body who\which I always since ages count on just Collapse and broke down and what was impossible for me just happen..


Now I can't count on it giving me strength to go on without taking care of it . I should take care of it, Imagine that I wasn't even noticing its existence now I'm seeking its gratification , giving it the healthy food I never considered it FOOD , giving it the pills in the same accurate time ,exercising .....etc . I'm doing what ever to stop it from collapsing ..

My dear Body,
I know that I kept pushing you all the way, and never gave you the right care you deserve .
I know also you are punishing me for what I did to you since I know you I was such an ignorant Partner . You kept giving me hints and warnings but I never took them seriously . I took you for granted and never notice that I'm hurting you and giving you such a hard time..
I know sorry Isn't enough and it doesn't give you back the health that I force you to lose for the sake of stupidity and ignoranty ..But I'm sorry not for you I'm sorry for my self . I had it all and I lost it . And make you suffer with me again .All I can do for you now guarantee that I'll never stop caring and taking care of you . I'll notice your smallest effort and never under estimate any tiny effort you do for me . I don't need more strength from you . We'll just work together for it , and I'll do three quarters of the work . This is how I'm awfully sorry ,and how awfully hurt you are.




P.s. You believe that Your body can be the ultimate , unlimited source for strength for you,that's a fact . But keep in mind in any time it'll collapse and that's a fact too.


Be Caring , Be healthy.

Addiction is Good!!

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Addiction according to ask.com definition :

Addiction is a dependence on a behavior or sub-stance that a person is powerless to stop.Addiction has been extended, however, to include mood-altering behaviors or activities. Some researchers speak of two types of addictions: substance addictions (for example,alcoholism ,drug abuse..etc); and process addictions (for example, gambling, spending, shopping, eating, and sexual activity). There is a growing recognition that many addicts, such as polydrug abusers, are addicted to more than one sub-stance or process

All of living humans are addicted,even many are addicted to many things, either to A substance simply like coffee , chocolate or to A process ( A habit) like accessing the Net, saying same word repeatedly like "shit" or "hell".Mainly when we are addicted we feel and taste the "addiction sweetness" at the beginning of doing what we are addicted to ,a genuine feeling of power, happiness and freedom and some thing about " finding your self " or relief ..simply because our brain mechanism keeps demanding these things of us .

We as 20th century humans the most of the time feel sad,incapable and frustrated ,what crushes in our minds that if we ( have or do) what our brains demanding we will feel happy, free and capable of any thing..

While we are doing what we are addicted to _ just listening to our brains that we'll be happy if we do it _ We will feel the ecstasy , the happiness,the power ,the mutiny ...simply we'll feel much BETTER. then Near the end of our addiction process we notice that that "Good" feeling is starting to vanish , according to our different characters and what we are addicted to , we either STOP it at the end ,feeling little better than before or some will keep having~doing what he\she is addicted to ,either his\her happiness feeling will decrease eventually until it disappear or he\she will hurt them selves in any means ..

So time passes us ..and we keep to pursue our addiction , to grab a beam of Happiness feeling , Just a beam ,and many moments in our miserable lives we discover that beam was a fake one, It didn't supply us with the " within addiction feelings" so Instead we look disparately for another thing to be addicted to and to keep completing the addiction cycle ..

Now we reach the crisis, the query which inquire an objective,rational answer..

Is Addiction in all its legal types good for us ?

If you are doing what you are addicted to, let's say for instance, drinking black coffee,and that procedure or process does not harm any body or your self , If you stop it following what some doctors and the health tips say that we shouldn't be addicted and addiction in all means is Harmful , you will lose the happiness and capability beam eventually will end feeling sad frustrated stressed and die of high blood precure or before the fast tragic end , you will find a long one , you will look for another substance or habit to be addicted to . It's not necessary that it will have the same old addiction effect or strength in ration it will be stronger to compensate the hunger you had been feeling , and using the word "stronger" here leads to use the word "HARMFUL " . Maybe with Cigarettes the Innocent black coffee will be replaced, then they both will make the common addiction combination.


So at the end, after all what's vertiginous above , Could be Legal Addiction the great thing which keep us go on .?


Around the bush :
Addicting certain people is the worst and most harmful addiction the humanity suffer of, after all the researches and trys since decades .. It's incurable.

Dreams1985

♪♫swinging Song Moods & Top 500 best Songs

I usually hate to stick into same things,swim in the same river..
instead I always keep changing things around me which are MINE ofcourse ..,
I think my room furniture will collapse soon because of moving it around all the time as a way of CHANGE..

I hate listening to the same songs , for sure I have my favorite ones but they only stay in my favorites list that indicates not listening to them often .. I should always look for new ones, that means alot of searching should be done..

my Music moods are always swinging..

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I listen to Gomez then make a jump to nightwish then leap to enrique or skillet then swim in Fairoz sea after that have a rest in elvis presly then it can be ended with Queen or Just rihanna

If I stick to the same song, arrangment or place, that means not some thing wrong but alot of things wrong happaining inside or arround..

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lately, while I was looking for new good tracks, I searched for " the best songs ever list"
and I found lists of 500 best songs ever through all the past years.
The most of them are made between 1970 ~1980


I downloaded all the top 40,and some of the top 100 .. some of them were really one of the tops

I didn't like the 1st top 500 in bestsongsever.com ,

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Led Zeppelin

Stairway To Heaven

I loved ~ my rate is attched..

Queen ( the show must go on )♥♥♥♥♥ 5\5
The beatles ( Imagine)♥♥♥♥♥ 5\5
Mettalica ( nothing else matters) ♥♥♥♥4\5
Foo fighters(everlong)♥♥♥3\5
The beatles( good day sunshine) ♥♥♥♥♥5\5
The beatles ( In my life) ♥♥♥♥♥ 5\5
Pink floyd( learning to fly) ♥♥2\5
Bill joel ( piano man) ♥♥♥♥♥5\5
Jouney ( don't stop believin)♥♥♥♥♥5\5
Josh groban ( You raised me up) ♥♥♥♥4\5
Queen ( Bohemian Rhapsody)♥♥2\5



and in other sites the first of the top 500 over 3 decades is :

Ben E. King

Stand By Me / On the Horizon

I bet that there is no one in earth didn't listen to it ,or know it..


The end Of the tops journey ..Now I got plenty of new wounderful tracks

Listening to: Bon Jovi - Thank you for loving me..
Mood : Kind of anxious & maybe sleepy :D

L.i.v.e & L.o.v.e

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Dreams1985

Are you A Good Person?

Tim: So you don't consider your self a good person?
Emelly: How will you answer if I ask you the same question?
Tim: Unremarkable would be an UPGRADE for me I assure you

Seven Pounds Movie scene

Many of us assure that they are good people ..
& they don't deserve every single bad thing happening to them ..
they claim that they deserve More ,.. more of happiness, more of joy , more of "No more".. If every one of us is the Good Human , Who's the Bad Ones ?
are they who suffer of Hunger and steal some coins to feed them selves?
are they who sustain them self to live as they can while suffering of diseases that can be cured If they have the enough cash for the pharmacy bill ?
or the bad ones are who cuddle them selves in there beds , eating snacks while watching their favorite movie and can't stop complaining about the summer trip which had been canceled?
Or the bad ones are who cheat their costumers to gain more money to live a FINE life?
all of those claim they are " THE GOOD PEOPLE" just like each one of us ..

Who's the bad person?
the one who murders , steals , cheats , lies on the Good one ?
that what we see in the magic box( the TV) but is that really happening in real life..

the actress who do a commercial for a inimical unhealthy food maybe a snack product , for teens and the teens buy that product because they believe her or just because they are her FANS,
She is beloved , many fans are crazy about her, the media around her convincing she is cute, fine , beautiful and GOOD PERSON ..
the audience believe what they see..the good person mask..
she lies , cheats and steals her fans health too
and as a reward for the fabulous job she made she Get more commercials away to do, more fans to cheat , more money ...and if we do a statistics we'll not be amazed if half of the population consider that person GOOD & loving one ..

are we humans the sheep which only believe and love her slayer ?
and what ever that slayer do we consider him the good person,then when we fall in the trap we scream "we are the good people, we aren't the ones who should be in this situation"

Is being Good person, Or Bad one A normative subject as mentioned unclear in Nietzsche's "beyond good and evil"

and the issue is still on the table without certain & accurate answers because each one of us claim he\she is the only Good person who can clean the table of the miss caused by this issue.

Dreams..

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A topic which was been held in my chest for awhile , and I think it's time to let it out ..
the pic is a wallpaper I made days ago,I'll provide a downloadable link soon.

سبت~آحد~آثنين~ثلاثاء ....etc

"آثناء انشغالنا بالبقآء احياء,نسينا ان نحيا"
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تمر االأيام كنيزك متحرك بسرعة كأنه يعلم اين وجهته ,لكنه بالرغم من مظهره المُدعّي بمعرفة طريقة في الحقيقة بداخله لايستطيع رؤية نهاية إحدى خطواته ,بالرغم انها -الأيام- بدت لنا كعربة مسروقة العجلات متوقفة , بطيئة الحراك مهما حاولنا دفعها\سحبها اثناء دفعنا لهذه العربة ننسى أمر الورود التي بجانب الطريق, ونتجاهل الحدائق والآنهار التي بطريقنا لأنشغالنا بدفع العربة, لما ندفع العربه ؟ لنحيآ ,إذن لما انشغلنا بدفع العربه وتناسينا السبب الرئيسي لمعاناتنا في دفع العربة .
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الصوره الأولى \ حصآلتي اللي انتبهت لوجودها فوق رف مكتبي مؤخراً, قبل 13 ~14 سنة ,كنت اجمع فيهآ الريالات وآنآ برابع إبتدائي ❤
وإذا جمعت 10 ريالات بأسبوع آكون وقتها آسعد إنسانه مو بالحي كله بالعالم كلهـ .

Picture Facts:
Cam\sony DSC-s930 steady shot
AWB,ISO400,OEV,F2.9

Borrow some Self Control

I Can't Control My self

I just want to tour all the world,

Free As A rain drop ..

I think my destiny had disappointed me enough.

Well , I have to Study, in away or another

or God only who knows what will happen.

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Listening to ♫ ♪ ♪: The most freaky band ever it called(autopsy protocol)Oh GOD &♥Fool,fool,fool♥~Elvis Presley

Mood: Blogging( any thing is better than studying :D)