Counting on it from day to day , year to year it never complained or even screamed saying : Enough , I'm not a robot I need Rest from you .It just kept going on with me all the way ..
Treating it like this , I was selfish & self seeking person when I kept asking for more always and never stopped .. I even wasn't noticing its existence and I took it for granted I just knew it's there for me giving me strength when I ever need some .And when I discover accidentally that It need some strength I just give it stupid breaks for sleeping or eating . I never even afford the good\right food for it .. And I kept pushing and Asking for more as I always been doing .
One day , I heard it screaming I just carried it and gave a doctor a visit .Yes, it was a surgery But I thought it's Nothing , like really nothing and after a week of some kind of suffering with it I get back to my habit , Pushing on it and asking for more ..
Until that day come, I thought It'll never come .It was just impossible.. But it happened that day and My body who\which I always since ages count on just Collapse and broke down and what was impossible for me just happen..
Now I can't count on it giving me strength to go on without taking care of it . I should take care of it, Imagine that I wasn't even noticing its existence now I'm seeking its gratification , giving it the healthy food I never considered it FOOD , giving it the pills in the same accurate time ,exercising .....etc . I'm doing what ever to stop it from collapsing ..
My dear Body,
I know that I kept pushing you all the way, and never gave you the right care you deserve .
I know also you are punishing me for what I did to you since I know you I was such an ignorant Partner . You kept giving me hints and warnings but I never took them seriously . I took you for granted and never notice that I'm hurting you and giving you such a hard time..
I know sorry Isn't enough and it doesn't give you back the health that I force you to lose for the sake of stupidity and ignoranty ..But I'm sorry not for you I'm sorry for my self . I had it all and I lost it . And make you suffer with me again .All I can do for you now guarantee that I'll never stop caring and taking care of you . I'll notice your smallest effort and never under estimate any tiny effort you do for me . I don't need more strength from you . We'll just work together for it , and I'll do three quarters of the work . This is how I'm awfully sorry ,and how awfully hurt you are.
P.s. You believe that Your body can be the ultimate , unlimited source for strength for you,that's a fact . But keep in mind in any time it'll collapse and that's a fact too.
Be Caring , Be healthy.
I know that I kept pushing you all the way, and never gave you the right care you deserve .
I know also you are punishing me for what I did to you since I know you I was such an ignorant Partner . You kept giving me hints and warnings but I never took them seriously . I took you for granted and never notice that I'm hurting you and giving you such a hard time..
I know sorry Isn't enough and it doesn't give you back the health that I force you to lose for the sake of stupidity and ignoranty ..But I'm sorry not for you I'm sorry for my self . I had it all and I lost it . And make you suffer with me again .All I can do for you now guarantee that I'll never stop caring and taking care of you . I'll notice your smallest effort and never under estimate any tiny effort you do for me . I don't need more strength from you . We'll just work together for it , and I'll do three quarters of the work . This is how I'm awfully sorry ,and how awfully hurt you are.
P.s. You believe that Your body can be the ultimate , unlimited source for strength for you,that's a fact . But keep in mind in any time it'll collapse and that's a fact too.
Be Caring , Be healthy.
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